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"Doctors have the reputation for thinking that they are gods. I am not sure
we mean to project that image; some of us do, but for others, I think, the notion
of divinity may exist more in the head of the patient than the doctor.
The patient wants the doctor to be god, because then perhaps he could be  
strong enough to fight off nature -- that nature which is causing illness."
~ Nassir Ghaemi, M.D., author of an article titled "God Syndrome"
dated 10-20-2008 in the online version of Psychology Today
Historically, the notion that physicians have divine powers to heal goes back a long, long way. I don't know if that originally came more from the wishful thinking of some patients or from some medical practitioners' opinions of their own grandiosity.

Personally, I don't recall any doctor I've seen in my 62 years that appeared to be so arrogant as to believe (s)he had all the answers to my illnesses or injuries or medical questions. I've usually, but not always, trusted my doctors' judgment about prevention and treatment but I never assume they know everything. I usually do enough research on my own to have intelligent questions and a healthy skepticism if something I'm told doesn't jibe with my own assessment of the situation.

Methinks some patients want to think their doctors have all the answers so they don't have to put any thought or effort into their own prevention (lifestyle) or treatment. I believe in taking more responsibility and initiative for my health care than that.

Jim's like that, too. This summer he's been very proactive in trying to figure out what to do about his injured knee and what the long-term ramifications are, like whether he needs a total knee replacement sooner rather than later or whether he can ever run again..

Problem is, the treatments he's gotten so far from the doctors he's consulted haven't been sufficient to alleviate his pain and they don't have crystal balls to know the answers to all his questions.

We think they've probably tried their best but they appear to be a bit perplexed by Jim's case, too. Read on to see who told us he's "only a doctor, not God."

View toward Turquoise Lake from the Mineral Belt Trail

(Note: the photos in this entry are totally unrelated to the subject, just added to break up the narrative. They are pictures of sunrises, sunsets, cloud formations, and storms that I've taken recently in the Leadville area.)


I've written several previous entries in 2010 and 2011 about Jim's knee injury from a bike accident and how that has possibly ended his running career.

He initially sought treatment, including meniscus surgery, from our orthopedist in Roanoke, VA, Dr. Johnson. He had surgery last December, tried to resume training, and got a steroid shot in March that helped alleviate the pain that wouldn't go away even when he didn't run.

Rainbow on the left

When we were down in the Silverton, CO area earlier this summer the pain was so persistent that Jim sought the advice of an orthopedic surgeon in Durango (Dr. Scott). Getting the referral to a qualified doctor, making sure he was a preferred provider with Jim's health insurance, and scheduling an appointment as a new patient was tedious but worth the effort.

A new MRI showed additional deterioration to the cartilage in his knee from repeated stress (running, walking) post-surgery. Dr. Scott recommended Jim wear an MCL brace (medial cruciate ligament) for several weeks and get a series of visco-supplementation injections similar to the ones I get, but a different brand and substance.

He also warned Jim that he'd need a total knee replacement in one or two years if he didn't stop running. That was a shock to both of us. I chronicled all that in entries dated June 22 and June 30, 2011.

Jim got his last Euflexxa injection on July 11 and crossed his fingers that his knee would soon start feeling good enough that he could sleep better at night and be able to at least walk for exercise, if not eventually return to running.


Unfortunately, Jim never got the kind of relief he sought from either the Euflexxa or the MCL brace. Although the brace has kept his knee from flexing sideways neither it nor the injections seem to be alleviating the pain either at night or when when he walks.

Itís been six weeks since his last injection, and more than that for the brace, a time period in which he should have seen a difference. His knee still hurts the same as it did, no better, no worse.

After we got to Leadville Jim talked to a patient rep at Dr. Scott's office re: getting another steroid shot in his knee. He was pleased with the temporary results of the steroid he got in March from Dr. Johnson and he wanted to try that again.

The message he got back from Dr. Scott was that he would give Jim a steroid injection if his knee still hurt as badly two weeks later when we planned to leave Colorado and travel even farther away from Durango.

Because of all the hassles of starting over with another doctor closer to Leadville, Jim was initially willing to drive all the way back down to Durango in the truck (not with the camper) for the shot -- a distance of about 500 miles round trip! Yikes.

Then he got a bright idea. 

While we were working check-in at the LT100 bike race last week we met the personable Dr. Doug Yeakel, a sports medicine and emergency doctor who is co-medical director with Dr. John Hall for the Leadville bike race and run. He has a branch office in Leadville.

How convenient! If Jim could get a steroid shot here, it would save that very long drive to Durango to see Dr. Scott. Luckily for us, Dr. Yeakel is a preferred provider with Jim's health insurance plan.


Jim was able to make an appointment for today. Earlier this week he took in the DVD of the MRI he had in June, Dr. Scottís extensive medical notes, and a cover letter so hopefully Dr. Yeakel could read the information and know the whole knee history before Jim went in.

When we arrived at the appointment this afternoon it was obvious Dr. Yeakel had read through the information. That was a good start.

Early in his conversation with us he made the comment about being "only a doctor, not God" because of the complexity of Jim's case. He readily acknowledged he doesn't have all the answers Jim wants to hear, such as what exactly is causing the knee pain, how to alleviate it, if or how soon Jim needs a total knee replacement, or if he can ever run again.

As much as he'd like those answers, what Jim really wants right now is to be free of pain so he can sleep and move around more comfortably.

After examining Jimís knee, which still hurts at a specific spot on the medial side, Dr. Yeakel said he  doesnít think Jim's pain is from an MCL problem Ė nor did the MRI hone in on that. He thinks very highly of the radiologist who read the MRI from Durango and will ask him to re-examine the pictures to see if he initially overlooked anything that might be wrong with the MCL. Dr. Yeakel will have to get back with Jim on that, since we're leaving on Monday.

Dr. Yeakel agreed to give Jim another steroid injection to see if that will relieve his pain like it did (for a couple months) in March. If it works, the problem isnít the MCL. Dr. Yeakel said Jim could stop wearing his knee brace now.

He concurs with Dr. Scott that Jim will probably need a total knee replacement within a few years but recommends he try visco-supplementation (lubricating injections) at least one more time before scheduling surgery. He also recommends Jim focus on cycling and other activities that don't aggravate his knee.

We both liked Dr. Yeakel's "bedside manner." He seems competent and heís got a good sense of humor to boot, probably because he knew Jim as a volunteer and athlete first and as a patient second. (If you haven't heard the joke about men having four "knees," you've missed a groaner!)

Jim has a good sense of humor, too -- he made a name tag for Dr. Yeakel that reads "God." He'll give it to him tomorrow at the LT100 run if we see him while we're working at the Twin Lakes aid station.

Jim left Dr. Yeakel's office with some new optimism that the steroid injection will reduce his pain at least in the short haul. He's also happy to get permission to stop wearing the MCL brace.

We also had the chance to talk with Dr. John Hall a couple times this week. He's the other co-medical director for the Leadville race series and we've known him for several years.

We were surprised to discover that he got a total knee replacement this year -- you sure can't tell. It has a rotating platform and is reportedly better for athletes than standard replacement devices. We'll do further online research and ask Dr. Johnson about it when we're back in Roanoke this fall.


One of the hazards of ultra-distance running is getting black toenails from repeated foot trauma, primarily jamming the toes into the toe box of shoes in downhill running.

This section applies to me, not Jim. He hasn't had as many problems with black toenails as I have.

Both of my big toenails have sustained enough of that sort of trauma over 30+ years of long-distance running that they have been black for at least two decades. They used to fall off and grow back but in the past few years they've just gotten thicker and I can no longer pry them off after soaking them in water.

Sorry to gross anyone out, but that's a common hazard of being an ultra runner! At least I never kept the nails and made a necklace out of them as some runners purportedly have!! (I've seen pictures.)

Above and below:  sunrise over the school

Both of my big toenails are unsightly, but that's never been a big enough reason for me to have them removed. My dermatologist in Roanoke suggested I may have a fungal infection under the nails. That hasn't been enough of an incentive so far either to get them diagnosed, treated, or removed.

Pain is a very good reason, however. Recently they have begun to hurt, as much in bed with bedcovers on them (I sleep on my back, toes pointed up) as when I'm hiking.  

So I decided to do something about it..

I made an appointment to see Dr. Callen one day this week. He's a general physician in Leadville who has an office within sight of our camper at the clinic on 6th Street. He's an amiable fella I saw two years ago after my bike wreck. I figured he could give me some advice re: treating the infection, if I have one, or having the nails surgically removed by someone. I wasn't sure if that procedure has to be done by a podiatrist or if he could possibly do it.

My appointment was pretty short. Dr. Callen thinks from observation only that there is no fungus under the two big toenails, but to be certain I'd have to have them scraped and examined by a lab. If it's not a fungal infection that can be treated with one of several drugs, the main options are temporary or permanent removal of the nails. He indicated the healing process is painful and takes several weeks or months.

He recommends seeing a podiatrist and getting the nails filed down first to see if the pain goes away. He said he isn't able to do it properly. I'll try that on my own until I see a podiatrist in Roanoke this fall. Either fungal treatment or toenail removal will take several weeks and we won't be anywhere that long during this trip.

If I end up getting the nails removed, I'll do an entry on the procedure so other runners will know what to expect -- complete with pictures! <grin>

Next entry:  volunteering at the LT100 run check-in on Thursday and Friday

Happy trails,

"Runtrails & Company" - Sue Norwood, Jim O'Neil, and Cody the Ultra Lab

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